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Bad day. Think the stress is catching up with me. I need somewhere to unwind, not just games where I run away from reality.

Lets see, a couple of days back, zh smsed me to invite me to his church. In a way, I blew him off. The atheist side to me. I miss it. That day, at the airport, there was a "couple" sitting on the next table. They were talking about religion. The similar thing is that the male, like me, is an atheist. He dislikes... forgot the terms he used, but basically those who dont question the religion they are born into. I know I agreed with him, that I supported his views. Just that I didnt voice out my support. By my side, d, was literally shaking in anger over it. This brings me to the thought again. Are we going to last? Are we going to be like all the other couples that you talked about, unable to co-exist in the manner that you want because we arent both chhristians. Are we going to be like my aunt and uncle, the couple with different religions, or are we going to be like the couple where my uncle became a christian to be with my aunt? Or.. Yeah. I wanna scream. I wanna bash religion the way I used to.

Then, just now, a had an arguement with sean on him using my harddisk without my permission. He then whatevered me, which i cautioned him against. Then he said the fuck, and asshole subsequently. So...I fought him. Not much of a fight, but rather a one sided barrage. Yeah. I feel bad about it now.

I feel gay. Been tearing the past few nights on the phone. Just nobody noticed. I'm too good.

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