Last 2 weeks here, might get posted out, might stay in. I think I rather be posted out though...

I'm going to miss this group of friends more than the previous group. Hell, i barely miss the previous group at all. maybe a bit.

Its been a great 6 weeks with you guys, wish we could continue to serve together, but our ultimate aims and goals are different. And I believe that it would not be fair to force anyone to make a compromise that will affect our remaining 18 months in ns.

To those guys out there who are in a similar predicament that I was in (you know who you are, and i know you will probably never ever find this page, ever), stay strong. You can get new girlfriends after ns. So dont be down and screw up like I did.

" Don't look back...Keep on moving forward."

Hell week is finally over, 3 weeks of bslc left.

Where there is distress, therein lies a story. Where there is a story therein lies a will. And wherever there is a will, therein lies a soul.

090810

Happy NDP!

Have to book in soon, in the middle of hell weeks. Went out with bunkmates, met wb sir at orchard cine. bought a new sweater. did guard duty. got silver for ippt. watched salt. watched justice league movie. spent time with family.

I: A great change, you have undergone. Proud of you, I am.

Myself: Yes master.

Me: I am a master of myself.

today i am estp

ISTP->ENFP->ISTP->ESFP->ESTP

Jack Rakan: " Don't look back...Keep on moving forward."

I took multiple MBTI tests online, many varying results. One thing that is constant throughout is the 4th letter, which I always get P. ISTP, ENFP, ESFP.

I am a perceiver... I dont like to have things deceided. If "you" ever see this, I guess this is one of our greatest differences. You are a judger, opposite of me. You like things deceided.

Perceiving (P)
I use my perceiving function (whether it is Sensing or Intuition) in my outer life. To others, I seem to prefer a flexible and spontaneous way of life, and I like to understand and adapt to the world rather than organize it. Others see me staying open to new experiences and information.

Since this pair only describes what I prefer in the outer world, inside I may feel very planful or decisive (which I am).

Remember, in type language perceiving means “preferring to take in information.” It does not mean being “perceptive” in the sense of having quick and accurate perceptions about people and events.

The following statements generally apply to me:

• I like to stay open to respond to whatever happens.
• I appear to be loose and casual. I like to keep plans to a minimum.
• I like to approach work as play or mix work and play.
• I work in bursts of energy.
• I am stimulated by an approaching deadline.
• Sometimes I stay open to new information so long I miss making decisions when they are needed.

Adapted from Looking at Type: The Fundamentals
by Charles R. Martin (CAPT 1997)

Well, I found a piece of me.

010810

I am a people's person. I thrive with people around me. And I crash without them.

I dont want to go back in... I didnt feel much like booking out yesterday. Do I want to book in or not?