Misery.

Hole in my soul. Need friends, need family. They're here but still...

Guess I need to find a soulmate

" Don't look back...Keep on moving forward."

181010

Time to book in again.

Went out with some of the bslc guys 2 days ago. Damn, I seem to be in the worst crap. Comparable to what ocs is doing. Or even worse. The thing is that we wont have to go brunei. But sbo runs, sbo 3 marches/outfield are just crazy.

Cant wait for next book out.

" Don't look back...Keep on moving forward."

101010

Its been nearly a month, time seems to fly when you are busy.

Pro term is touch, but the people around me make the toughness worth it. Again, I find myself lucky, to be in a cohesive section. We might not be as perverted as my previous section, but we are still fun. And we have common interests too.

I passed soc, I passed many live firings. I am no doubt physically stronger, but not so much on mental strength. Tomorrow, we take the first step as instructors, new guys coming in. Life sucks, suck it up.

I met my neighbor (the child, not the parents) for the first time. Happened when I was rushing home, only for me to fail when I realised I left my keys in camp.

Guys, from school, from life, from ns. Its been long since we met, lets meet up again. Lonely.

" Don't look back...Keep on moving forward."