day 2 of gonggong's funeral

every ritual, prayer, thought is like a sledgehammer trying to break down your mental wall. Watching your mum and grandmother weep does not help

" Don't look back...Keep on moving forward."

a sad day

looking at the empty bed frame of the bed which my grandfather used to lie on. The tears won't stop flowing.

I wish i could come up with something grand for his final farewell.. I feel like a kid now.

公公，谢谢您这二十年来一直照顾我，鼓力我。 现在，您走了，我再也没见得看到您的笑容了。我感到非常疑惑-我没有好好的报达你，联一次真正的 “谢谢”也没有面对面的跟你说过。我是永远不会忘记你的。 公公，您可以安心的离去了，我们长大了，可以自力茛根身高了。

" Don't look back...Keep on moving forward." but i'll forever remember my grandfather, for what he's done for me all these years, as well as his unfaltering smile..